Hey!! I am Ryann. I am 18 years old. I am new here.. I also in anorexicqueen. I think is community will have a lot of support so I wanted to join.
Well, right now I am eating a salad. I am upset for eating this, but I am telling myself it is okay cause I am going to the gym for like two hours later.
Well, that's all for now.
I thought i better introduce my self as i am new to this community. my name is Vikki, i am 20years old i live in Kent (UK).
i havent ever been diagnosed by a doctor partly because my rents never dragged me there cos they gen didnt care when i was growing up and now i live on my own. i used to be seriously overwieght and got bullied for it so i thought if i lost wieght a bit of wieght they would stop but i became almost addicted to it, i need to be thin i used to look at girls (when i was overwieght) and wish to be them but never tried that hard to lose then it was like something click and since then i have just lost and lost. when i was at my lowest i met a my ex b/f whose mum was ana he got me eating again i guess he was my "recovery" and in that 6months i put on over 60lbs! bad i know, but now i am back on track and have been for a while partly the reason the ex left (the bimbo didnt help either tho). i will never know my lowest wieght prop as my ex took my scales away before i got there but i know i was down under the 110's. thought i should explain myself as i have never been diagnosed.
cw - 164 lbs ( i lost 9lbs last week!!!)
lw - explained above
if anyone wants to add me feel free.
ok sooo this night was going ok until i started drinking but it wasnt that much and we went to our friends house ( be and my b/f) and everything started from there i felt bad b/c their cat was dying and it just like hit me for some reason he couldnt move or anything and then me and my b/f just started getting into it for personal reasons it was reallt hard and i cried all the way driving home....and when i came home i binged a bit and then purged EVERYTHING but he ran me a bath so i felt a little better i guess...i managed to loose some weight though so thats good i guess all the fucking purging and working out ive been doing is paying off but i just felt like i was DYING TONIGHT SERIOUSLY! ive been sooo fucking depressed and feel so damn ALONE!! i just wanted to run into a side rail but i very well couldnt say that with my b/f in the car i feel like i have NOONE and that noone really answers my posts....anyways gotta go...
Hey ladies! I joined yesterday/day before yesterday, and just wanted to introduce myself. My name is Heather. I read about this community in another community (apparently there was drama...save the drama for Lifetime!). I'm 24, I live in VA. I'm a single mom of 2 amazing little girls, one of which decided to kill my metabolism, lol. I think I'm getting it back though. Anyway, here are my stats:
LW: 115 (Summer of 2003 after I had my oldest)
STG: 160 (hopefully by mid November)
LTG: 110 (hopefully by next summer)
Im yariz, 16 years old. Ive had anorexia for about 2 years now. Ive joined another communities but theres too much drama. I come here to give/receive support. Hope you guys are doing great! :)
BTW, this is my 7th day of fasting ^^
Ok so my fast starts today! Im soooo excited i have fasting buddies so that should make it easier. I need to have lots of willpower today cause i have work from 10:30 to 7 and guess where i work......in a grocery store!!!!!! Agg. But i will not eat, ill just use every fat person in there as thinspo. Wish me luck! Ill post tonight!
gw: lower then lw.
starting a fast tonight until whenever.
wanna join? and support?
Hey everyone my name is Victoria, i'm 18 yrs old and i'm new to the community (like everyone else..lol)! Umm i've suffered from bulimia for the past 4 years on and off, though i would consider myself currently as EDNOS. I've been struggling with my weight since i can remember and as of now i feel like i'm losing the battle, but i plan to win the war. I'm 5'4 and as of 8/30/07 i weigh 168lbs, i'm not sure if it has changed or not, i'm reluctant to get on a scale. My goal is to get down to 125lbs by the end of the year. Before i became bulimic i wouldn't really care what i ate but once i became bulimic i was very self-conscious of what i ate and how much i ate. My highest weight was 191lbs and my lowest weight was about 165lbs. It's like i've hit a plateau or somthing. I plan to start a long-term fast on Sunday and will go through next Saturday, then i will rehydrate and start again next Sunday if all goes well. I start college in January and refuse to go there overweight. Well that's it for now, i'm sure i'll post soon.